selfish

kau selfish,

kerana ingin bahagia atas duka ku.

kau selfish,

kerana rela lihat aku merana.

kau selfish,

kerana letak kan aku dalam keadaan tertekan.

dan kau selfish,

kerana xberi kan aku gembira setelah duka yang kau tinggal kan.

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zalim

dunia tak zalim,

tapi manusia nya yang jadi kan ia zalim.

dunia tak zalim,

jika manusia nya berhati perut.

dunia tak zalim,

jika manusia nya tahu tanggungjawab.

dunia tak zalim,

tapi manusia nya yang xpernah puas.

dunia tak zalim,

jika manusia nya redha dengan ketentuan tuhan.

dunia tidak akan pernah zalim,

jika manusia nya tidak menzalimi nasib sesama sendiri.

s a d d

s a d d stands for sedang apa dan dimana,

this song sang by Sammy simorangkir the former vocalist of kerispatih,

it is a very good song that captures heart.

it is about searching for the long lost girlfriend.

i made it sound cliche right?

hearing this song,

it makes me wonder,

what my future looks like,

hearing this song,

it makes me wonder,

whether I'll be like i used to be,

sacrifying my heart for other's sake.

hearing this song,

puts me in dilemma,

whether to make myself happy or

make sure other won't suffer like i did.

playing this song over and over again,

put me in despair.

singing this song,

tears me up,

as i decide to let go what i want,

and let others have what they need.

yet, u cannot blame me for making decision.

yet, u cannot blame for your lies.

yet, u cannot blame me for correcting your mistake.

yet, u cannot blame me for putting my heart in jeopardy.

and yet, it is still a very nice song.

SADD

penipu durjana (lam alip ya nga)

question of the day,
"how to detect a liar?"

lying is an ongoing process,
it goes on and on and on,
and no one can put it to an end.

selagi namanya manusia,
lidah itu xkan pernah berhenti,
setiap cakapnya itu adalah satu penipuan,
*okayy,fine! mungkin bukan semua tapi mostly.

betul manusia akan berubah dan katanya ingin berubah,
tapi kalau dah nama nya penipu,
perubahan itu pun satu penipuan.

lying is like a medicine,
u take it when u needed,
but when u'd overdosed it,
it's called drug abusing and u're hell of a friggin' life destroyer.
*hehehe

i've been through a lot of lying these days.
and i end up waking up at 6 am on my red flag day,
trying to get him busted!
*tepuk dahiiii!

somehow a friend of mine,
talk me into some sense.

katanya,
"kalau sekali dah menipu dia tetap akan menipu,
dan selagi namanya manusia,
lidah tu tetap akan menipu,
bila nak berubah itupun penipuan,
dan yang ditipu bukan lah bodoh,
sebab dia sedar dia ditipu."
* ;)

dan yang bodohnya aku,
sebab keep giving chances to someone who gonna waste it on lying.
penipunya engkau dan durjana nya aku,
so stop lam alip ya nga!!!
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